When one of us does wrong, we usually have a good talk after that makes things okay again. But when it's me, in the back of my mind, I know it's never really okay again.

I'm not perfect, I make more mistakes than I want too. I try to make it up to you and apologize. But it's hard when you never forgive. The past always resurfaces because so.Almost like a grudge, if nothing is forgiven, it just builds up. Forgiving is hard when you don't forget, but might be easier to forget if you tried forgiving.

Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you

Hurts to know I've been completely open with you, but you can't do the same.

I feel bothered just because I shouldn't be. We go over it so many times. I'm assured. And yet because I'm bothered, I manage to ruin a perfectly good night that would have ended on a good note. We haven't had a night that ended well in awhile. What's wrong with me lately..