I can't sleep. I don't know why I've been getting headaches lately. I feel assured when I'm physically with you. You say a lot of things to assure me when I talk to you. But...I don't think this uncomfortable feeling will ever go away. At least I don't think YOU can ever make it go away. It's just how you are. I really think it's unfair for you when I feel like this but I can't help it. Really doesn't help my headaches either lol.

It's been nearly a year now and despite everything we've been through, I'm glad to have you. I know I screw up a lot and I tell myself I'll change, so I hope you can be there with me while I do. It might not be tomorrow, or next month, or even next year but I will because at the end of the day, I love seeing that beautiful smile of yours and I'll do anything to see it. I love you dear.

Now you'll have something to blackmail me with. dork..