You're amazing. Jian asked why I'm staying up so late, "Going to wake Nhat up at 2." It's 2 oclock and I wake you up, you ignore me as usual, gives the same no response with a mumble. Then you actually have someone call you to wake you up at 2oclock and talk with him and laugh and smile? All in front of me. Truly amazing. You are unaware of the little things you do that hurt. Then you go straight back to sleep.
        Honestly, it feels like you just disregard me when you talk to other guys. It's like you still like the idea of other guys chasing you, saying you're cute. You'll never get pass that phase even when you are with me. You could have told him that you have your boyfriend to wake you up. You don't ask guys to do things for you, but you don't INSIST for them not to either. When you talk to others, the fact is, I'm not on your mind.
       I understand you're tired. And I have always put you first. I let you do your thing, but I'm sick of putting all my effort into you and getting nothing in return. This might not be a big deal, but shit just adds up. As much as I wanted to go to sleep, I'm wide awake now. Thanks.